classes?

i was just thinking about taking those classes to improve my cognition.. my memory isn't reliable because of the car accident that i was in- but i'm PRETTY SURE that i've already taken classes to improve my cognition and i passed them and ended up getting my driver's permit again.. that seems pretty pointless to have to CONTINUE paying for the damn classes, get ONLY my driver's permit back and just have to do it ALL again just to get my damn driver's permit back again. everyone just continues to ignore the work i've ALREADY done over and fucking over for EVERYTHING i do. idiots ignore the fact i've went to courage kenny and they expect me to go back to that shit of taking advantage of my lack of advocacy and my traumatic brain injury altogether. NOW they ignore the fact that i've done all this shit to get my driver's license back again because my LACK OF ADVOCACY! amanda is just kissing her sister-in-law's ass by attempting to get me to WASTE MORE OF MY TIME AND LIFE at courage kenny because IT'LL DISTACT ME FROM GETTING WHAT I TRULY NEED TO GET DONE (WHICH SHE TOLD MY GRANDMA SHE'D HELP ME MOVE TO NEW YORK, GET MY DRIVER'S LICENSE BACK AGAIN, AND WORK A JOB). NOT HER PROBLEM! SO WHY SHOULD SHE HELP ME?! IT'S LIKE PULLING FUCKING TEETH GETTING ANYTHING DONE WITH A TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY. I'VE HAD MY DAMN PERMIT FOR A WHILE ALREADY- PROBABLY FOR AT LEAST 2 OR 3 YEARS. GOD FORBID I ACTUALLY GET MY DAMN DRIVER'S LICENSE. NO.. LET STACY DEAL WITH LYFT! WHO CARES THAT THEY TAKE HER TO THE WRONG LOCATION AT THE MOST IMPORTANT TIMES? STACY HAS A TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY! SHE'S STUPID! SHE'LL FORGET EVERYTHING ANYWAY! RIGHT AMANDA?! IT'LL TEACH HER TO STAY THE ONLY PLACE SHE'S CAPABLE OF MAKING THE "INSTITUTE" LOOK GOOD AT- COURAGE KENNY! WHO CARES THAT THEY DON'T REALIZE HER CAPABILITY AND ABILITY TO DO THE ONLY THINGS THEY HAVE HER DO OVER AND OVER WHICH SHE ALREADY DID FOR AT LEAST 5 YEARS WHEN SHE WASTED HER TIME THERE PREVIOUSLY WHEN HER GRANDMA WAS ALIVE! WHO CARES ABOUT STACY! RIGHT AMANDA?! JUST SO YOU CAN LOOK KEWLIEZ TO YOUR SISTER-IN-LAW GETTING HER ANOTHER HANDICAP MINDLESS CLIENT! AT LEAST SHE'S NOT BOTHERING THE DRUNK DRIVER WHO MANAGED TO GET HIS LICENSE BACK PROBABLY FOR AT LEAST 20 YEARS NOW! SHE'S A STUPID MINNESOTAN! SHE SHOULD BE SATISFIED!.. at least in new york- they realize people NEED to be able to do things to help themselves adequately such as DRIVING. everyone refuses to help me because i won't lower my capability to bring me back to doing shit i've already fuckin mastered. I'VE LOST ALL RESPECT FOR MY FAMILY (EXCEPT JOE AND JAY). THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE FOR THEIR FAMILY MEMBERS AT TIMES WHEN THEY NEED HELP AND ADVOCACY. IT'S NO WONDER WHY I WANT TO FUCKING MOVE OUT OF THIS DAMN STATE- MY FAMILY DOESN'T HELP ME WITH SHIT WHILE I'M IN THIS STATE.